Slipping

My eating habits are waay off, and this is not a good sign. I'm doing the thing again.
At the moment I'm still mostly eating, so that's good, but it's the start of a slippery slope of unstructured time-scales and disorganisation.

Yesterday I skipped breakfast and lunch, had rhubarb pie at about six, and some kind of savoury food at about maybe eleven. I am really going to need to get some more structure over here. I also need to do something. Like a thing that isn't necessary for my living (like going out to buy food), and maybe something not organised by someone else. I need to get off my butt and do something recreational out side, while being very aware that I am doing this to get out of the house and for no other reason. If I could get out the house early enough I would go running. I'm really craving some running sometimes. Maybe to some good old Radio Able.

Also my Brother is the most amazing because he just bought me FF7. He is the best.
I am torn between playing it, and not playing it because I'm supposed to be working really hard, so I think I might play it after I have done some really hard work. Now I just need to do some really hard work.

I think my state of unpacked is starting to get to me, and this may well be the cause of my unstructured routines and that feeling of something. Things are in boxes and bags and everything seems so disorganised. Everything is a mess, but more than that a mess of things that have never been put in the right place. Things have no place, places need to be found, things need to be moved but they just keep moving in circles.
Maybe if I fix this everything will go back to normal.

My new espresso thing makes good coffee (and satisfying bubbly noises.) I offered some to my hall mate, but I'm not sure he understood what I was saying. I would kind of like for there to be a higher proportion of native English speakers in the kitchen.
I would kind of like to be able to go for late night runs without people declaring it unsafe. I've got some creepy things to listen to, and I think it would be nice to listen to them while running through the night.
If it got too creepy I could always run a little faster ;)
Besides I like the night.