Sunday, 9 January 2011

The ramblings of a wandering mind

Today I am just going to talk ramble at you. Because you are a textbox and that is kindof the reason for your existance. It doesn't really follow on much or make much sense, but seeming as I don't really think anyone reads this, and its kind of a public diary anyways. Or a photograph album. The sort of thing you look back on in ages time and thing "Good times", or "Le Gosh how embarrassing, what was I thinking?" or "Whatever did happen to those Glocks. (Glove Socks)".
It would be nice if you could put experience on paper. Or text. I don't like words, they never really get what you want to say across in the way you want it to be. They don't seem to remember the lights and the sounds or things like that.
Not that I'm having a most amazing experience atm, its pretty normal. Not that normal makes it less cool.
That's why night is awesome. 01:10. fairylights. Trock. The webs and the maths. (Well ok, the computery maths stuff.)
Its like when your on a train, you know where you hope  things just stop. (Unless you have deadlines, but that's different.) Its almost like its not yesterday and its not tomorrow, so what is today anyways? Its not like worrying is going to solve anything, and you don't have to rush around or do anything. The time would only go to sleeping anyways. Just try to make sure you get enough of it, because sleep is healthy for you.
That is one of the reasons that night time is the best time. (There are a lot)
Although by the best, I kindof mean "a really great" because the day is often pretty cool as well. You know life can be pretty good. I'm sure I can be pretty grumpy and fed up, but if I'm feeling good at some point then most moments in time from the point of veiw of that point have probably averaged out as pretty good. So as long as you (by you, I probably mean me) feel good at some point in your life, then at some point in your life your life will have been awesome. Awesome is cool. It would be cool to be awesome. Not awesome as in the fact that I already am awesome, but as in proper movie style awesome. Maybe not. It would be nice if my imagination was pretty limitless. Sometimes it gets pretty close, but often you (I) always get annoying limits. I'm wearing socks on my hands.
Limitations can be good I suppose. Otherwise you could do one of those "to much knowledge" head a-sploding things. Or be like the guy in 'the curious incident of the dog in the night time' and just crash.
Thinking about thinking makes my brain hurt a bit.
Dreaming is good. Its like the perfect mix of imagination. It takes the good bits and makes them believable, but manages to leave out all the things that your brain gets muddled up in. Like movies full of fridge-logic, but better because you're in them.
You can be a hero, destroy the world, survive zombies/aliens/tv stars. You can have limitless powers but it never gets boring. True sometimes you get those illogical idiots, and yeah I can never seem to just leave them be. Maybe its because I'm just a really nice person deep down. Maybe I can never be an evil overlord because I don't have what it takes, or maybe it could just be the rules in my head. No one can be too over powered, even superman has his kryptonite. Its worth it though. I'll help some frustrating idiots for super cool ablilites or a hero status. Or a badass trenchcoat. Good times.
Goodnight then guys.
I won't ramble again anytime soon (hopefully).
You might think I was weird. (lol)

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